Started by Alpine, January 05, 2009, 04:41:10 pm
Quote from: Alpine on January 05, 2009, 04:41:10 pmI hesitate to post this as I don't like bringing my problems public, but I'm at a low point right now. I'm at a really bad place. Been looking for a job since May, and I've had so many rejections I've lost count. My morale and my emotional strength is at it's lowest ebb in a long time. Beyond this, my thinking pattern has become very negative as I've become very depressed. Added to this are my physical problems which seems to get worse month by month. First my breathing issues the past year, now I keep having chest pains, I think due to muscle issues in my chest. The worst thing is I've begun thinking God has forgotten me. My testimony had always been that God is faithful no matter what. In my heart of hearts, now I don't even believe that. I've been praying for a breakthrough and for help for nearly a decade now. It's been a downhill slide, but the last few years the slide has come very fast. I'm completely out of answers. Everything seems to be falling apart and the future looks very dim. I can't even make plans for a week ahead as I can't even imagine a tomorrow. I don't know what to do.
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